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Its been a while….
So yea….I’m updating..and I can Skype on my phone. Its exciting. :P
It’s been a while
I haven’t had time to post much recently, these past few weeks with you back in my life have been amazing. Columbus was nothing to the distance I would go to see if you’re ok. I’ve been hanging out with my best friends a lot recently and it has made these past few weeks amazing.
My best friend.
She’s insecure. She can be grumpy, angry, and quite…..frustrated at times. Most people wouldn’t give her a chance because she would seem to angsty to be worth it or too cocky or she might seem mean to people. I don’t care how other people see her. She’s the greatest person I’ve ever met. She’s honest. Brutally on occasion. Honesty goes a long way with me. She knows that. Angsty? Of course. She’s a teenager. Angry? Who wouldn’t be if they had to deal with some bitch trying to come between her and Scott everyday? Yes, you two dated at one time. No he no longer feels anything like that for you. You’re turning into a creepy stalker and you need to just back the fuck off Scott and Britt. Her and I have the most random conversations in the world and they crack me up. I don’t think she quite realized how much her and Scott helped me over the past two months. I avoided everyone and everything and never wanted to hang out with anyone. What I look forward to most is seeing them every week. :) They’ve changed me a lot for the better. I’m happy, confident, not self loathing anymore and even a bit cocky. Brittany Alana has been the best friend I could ever ask for and anytime she needs picked up at midnight and out of the house or just to talk I’m there for her. I’m not giving up this friendship. I love Britt and Scott. They’z meh bwest fwiends. <3
The impasse I’m at may kill us all.
She came back into my life recently I wasn’t expecting it. I wasn’t sure I wanted it. Now that we’re friends I decided I’m taking the friend thing slowly. If more comes out of it eventually then that’s fine. My life with her was happy but since I met Britt, Scott and Hannah my life has still been happy. If I let her back in, it will be slowly. I won’t unconditionally trust her, one lie and she’s out for now we’ll be friends and take it from there. This won’t change my plans in life. I’m still moving in with Scott and Britt :3 I’m still going to see them everyday I can :) I’m happy with my life.
Finally, it comes full circle.
“Life is like a circle, nothing else matters besides how big you make the smile in the middle.”
My life is pretty much full of smiles as of now. I have some of the greatest friends, who by the way I will be moving in with two of them here shortly! :) I’m so excited! These two people I’ve gotten insanely close to so fast. One I’ve barely known a month, though it’s felt like years. The other, I’ve known for a couple years but never really got to know him. Turns out that was my mistake. I need to start saving up everything I can the next few months, especially my tax return(after I get my muffler fixed >.>) so we can find a decent two bedroom apartment together. :P) I honestly haven’t been this excited in years.
“For once, though I never thought I could. For once, though I never really wanted to. For once, I think I’m finally over you. I’m happy again and nobody will bring me down. Not even the girl who you used to be. At last I KNOW I’m FINALLY over you.”
My last relationship was ended by her, she thought I was too serious about her and I. I may be mistaken or this may sound sexist but doesn’t anyone else find it slightly…humorous that a girl broke up with a guy for being serious? I’m sorry, I’m not looking for a one night stand. If you can’t handle that, then I guess you were the wrong girl anyways. Peace! ;)
